things i wanna say to you
Friday, September 14, 2007 @ 11:43 AM
HEY!
i haven't been blogging for sooo long.
stress of promos. GRRS.
fell abit sick so here i am(:
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i've got so much i wanna tell you
but i don't know how to best tell you
so you won't get the wrong picture and idea
just remember that im not stalking you.
HAHA. joking joking.
okay. but seriously,
don't worry about how others will judge you.
you're not afraid of whether or not others will judge you
you're afraid that others will judge you negatively..
if they judge you positively i don't think u'll be afraid right.. (:
mostly everyone gets judged.
it's so hard not to judge.
can you do it yourself? not to judge?
it's hard. we can all try but it's still hard. if we ourselves do judge, we'll know how hard it is not to judge..even though it's not right..
merely telling you not to be afraid or be bothered would be of no use i know
but know that u're not despised or hated.
i know u'll rather hear it from someone else
but wells. at least i do not despise you yah.
you should be the best that YOU can be.
not how others want to see you be.
if you try to please everyone, you'll end up confused and hurt at the end.
and i really don't want to see that.
if u really open yourself up,
you'll find that u really will have close frens.
if you allow them to be.
i know the difference between feelings and friendship.
and i know where i stand.
so don't worry kay.
i've known you for so many years.
and i promise
i'll always be here for you.
as a fren definitely.
and u can be sure
