my world crumbles
Monday, November 19, 2007 @ 8:40 PM
haven't blogged as usual
getting quite tired
work drains my energy
while problems in choir are endless
and THE OTHER PROBLEM that worries me so much
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went to cel's house ytd
with bins and songyao
hilarious cooking time
and songyao's quite a good cook!
surprisingly !
i must say that it kinda took my mind off stuff.
for awhile.
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old memories are starting to haunt me again.
everything's crumbling.
sometimes i just wanna lock myself away and cry
thn i'll rmb someone saying
what's the use of crying whn it solves nothing.
and i get a jolt to bring me back to reality.
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i don't know what im doing anymore.
i don't know if what i did and am doing is right
i don't wanna let everyone down
ruin everything that we have worked for so long.
the pressure of that is THAT great whn u see everything start to fall apart right before your eyes.
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i think i shdn't exist
will help alot.
think lotsa ppl are gna appreciate it.
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and my week's packed full again.
sorry!
gen, na: pls try to find another day. i've got camp on monday and tuesday
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that loneliness is coming back agn.
i detest it.
everyone's ONCE AGAIN starting to go their own way
this time it's probably the last time.
if it's of any consolation that is.
our lives probably won't cross anymore.
it kinda hurts not to have someone there for you at the end of the day.
missed that feeling for a long time.
sucks badly.
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shaz: thanks alot! u know so many times i feel like so weird! like part of t7 yet not. HAHA. wells. hmms. i love you too shaz!
