new yr!
Sunday, December 30, 2007 @ 9:12 PM
okay. im happy again. cos some people gna come my house to stay over! wheee! and it's almost the end of the year! considering that they'll be over tmr i shall post about this year tdy. :D
this year was seriously THE most sucky year in my life. lost lotsa stuff that kinda meant lots to me. gone thru lots of pressure and shitty things. BUT! well, i think that means i can get thru most things now. i definitely learnt how to be stronger. grinns. MANY MANY thanks to my frens for talking things out and being there for me! esp jo, cel, jamie and lately ernest! don't think i could've survived this yr without you all. :D i promise that i'll work doubly, triply hard next year for a's okay! thn i can go shopping in taiwan after. :D book alr hor!
anyway! i went shopping tdy! i think it's time to go esprit shopping! CEL! hint hint. haha! my clothes are getting predictable. and i feel fat. ): TIME TO DIET! seriously this time! felt fat whn trying on clothes. as in they make me look fat! conclusion: im fat! sighhs! okay. programme starts as of TDY! HOHOHO!
and my room is doneee! except for the painting. it's lovely! superbly pretty. think jap and zen. yahh! GRINNS! :D i promise to keep it nice and tidy.
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lene: i mean.. where's the goodbye msg to me? u still say i uber bestie! TSK! ): and thanks. for saying i have a pretty face. but i highly doubt so!
as usual
Friday, December 28, 2007 @ 7:27 PM
whenever this comes up, im bound to quarrel with them. i don't know what it is with them. so they want me to stay at home and wait for them to return like a little puppy dog. go get a dog then. im a freaking person. half the time no one is at home. and if i have to eat dinner alone at home, i won't be surprised. and when i go out for dinner, more or less i'll get scolded or yelled at when i reach home.
you complain that my frens are my priority. what's yours? WORK. doesn't it balance out? you have your life and i have mine. when i was growing up you just threw me there. now that im grown, you try to control everything i do, wanting me to give you all my attention. isn't it a little too late? im no longer that little girl that has to depend on you for everything. why does everyone love controlling me so much. you always try to compare me with the quietest people. do i seem like one to you? you ask me if my life is that miserable. YES IT IS. there's freaking no one to talk to me at home. it's just the walls.
don't forget that im already 18. im like some loser who always can't stay out. like some guai little girl. as if my looks are not causing me enough anguish. can't you trust me. can't you trust someone you brought up. im not going to go off galavanting. it's just a freaking countdown. and no party at that. JUST LOOK AT THE FREAKING FIREWORKS damn.
party!
Tuesday, December 25, 2007 @ 11:19 PM
have i ever mentioned how much i love my cousins! though i might be mean! HAHA. but today's 8-man asshole tie tee rocked! HOHOHO! christmas season lah!
cousins from my mom's side arrived first. played with zhiyin. watched some shows online. and told him about my ever eventful life. thn ate a super scrumptous dinner! damn good spread! lalala~!
received several presents from my aunts. :D my cousin gave me a bottle of perfume. grinns. anyway! my stupid cousin michael was trying to win the game time and again, failing most of the time! and apparently the fengshui was the best at the sofa where me and edwin sat. YEAHH! :D mary shd come play with us. more funn!
can't believe they gave way to me. whn i kept pleading! finally feel the bond between my cousins! the one tt i was looking for all these years. all thanks to me okay! who kept pushing on for bonding and all. grinns! but seriously love you all lah. AND, we must carry on the tradition okay! even whn we're really old and have family and children of our own. must still meet up to play cards! LOVEE!
christmas!
@ 2:24 PM
my favourite holiday. seriously! even though my family kinda stop giving gifts. haha! but i still like the whole feeling. :D
over the past few days had a rather eventful life. hahaha. cel came back on sunday night! missed you loads my dear! seems weird not having you around to talk. haha! anyway, went to watch ACJC's carolling performance at the esplanade lobby. watching them makes u feel super KB! cos they're just too good. thinking about cj choir makes things a little hard to compare. not even mentioning musical quality. basic attitude is not even present. practice again on the 27th. it's time to make some changes. anyway, i kinda pissed ernest off during the performance! he wasn't feeling very happy alr and i went on about how this AC guy was super cute! sorry la. but he was really rather cute! NJ choir was quite a let down though. we ran back to raffles city and golt disappointed. oh wells!
yesterday was ms lee's wedding! pictures with cel. so gotta wait till she's home from her party! maybe we'll go to her house to bake tmr! HOHOHO! went to dinner at thai express bistro at raffles with the choir ppl after singing for ms lee's wedding. she was really beautiful! seriously, a woman looks super pretty on her wedding day la. puts me in a good mood after attending her wedding! anyway, happened to meet don! HAHA! surprise! asked him where's tiffany and he pointed to his heart. HERE! too mushy alr la don!
after ordering, me and my darling cel went shopping arnd for some last min presents. it was seriously last min. bought my mom a gift. couldn't find bedroom slippers for my grandmother though! robinsons and marks and spencers all closed! cel wanted to find a pair of oven gloves but err.. couldn't find it too! when we finally found a shop tt sells bedroom slippers and oven gloves they cost 32 and 19 respectively! didn't buy it obviously!
dinner was filled with lame jokes and abit of ghost stories. gahhs. had to leave soon after to make it in time for midnight mass. thanks to ernest for going with me! much more entertaining than travelling myself. :D true? HAHA!
went to church and met jo and jolyn. in time for carolling. well, listening to AC and CJ.. my church choir still lacks alot. zachary! you gotta be more dramatic pls. dunno what u doing there la! hahaha! we took some pictures of ourselves during carolling. thn it was mass. saw lotsa ppl around church! missed those sec 2 times la! i know i saw the whole group of ZJ ppl. thn people like hazel, margaret and carolyn. saw sylvia too! :D
long post! to end it off, MERRY CHRISTMAS! gotta go get busy for party tonight. lovee!
choir-ing lifestyle
Thursday, December 20, 2007 @ 12:34 PM
choir has kinda become my life i realised. nothing bad about it i guess. (: finally had carolling ytd at stb. wasn't good at all. sighhs! i think out of tune has become an understatement. i guess we've all got alot to learn. the exco's abit at fault too yeah. for being too nice. and part of the problem obviously lies with me being overly lenient. got pissed off and ended up skipping lunch! and that's super major to me!
anyway, after the performance, we left rather abruptly. didn't hear the other performers. 2 of them were so good! i'm yours by jason mraz was super good la. we (meaning me, ernest, bins, yukang, mario, marcus, cheryn, janis along with mr toh and the teachers) went to the hotel, the regent just opposite stb. had a piece of cake which costs 10 bucks! delicious! :D and the second picture shows the miniature pot of tea which fills only 2 cups each time u refill. i think we pissed the waitress off. HAHA. that little thing costs 12 bucks. geee. must really thank ms lee who paid for us!
went to cine after that for cheryn's lunch! dunno if u're on the plane to bali alr! but enjoy urself alright! :D make some lemon barley. haha!
after cheryn left we went to play pool at kpool. mario went home to change some stuff. hahaha. so me, ernest, bins and yukang played pool where i lost terribly! was toooo hungry. dinner at cine food court thn to coffee bean for a long chat. rather long la. thn took mrt to amk to take 136 home. YEAPP! long day ytd.
i'm glad that i found sucha good friend in you! we how tight! thanks alot too! hahaha.
AND I MISS YOU MY DEAR RELATIVE! hurry home cel! miss retarded talks with you!
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syl: haha! i went to korea! :D and how's the shows!
cel: can change censored words ah! i didn't know that.. haha. retardedness.
na: terrible na! how can spell my name wrongly! tsk. and i highly doubt we skiied past each other! but i saw ur photo album on facebook! and saw lotsa similar places :D
meiqi: i'll update abt korea another day! too long. hahaha..
xinglong: korea!
qg: hey. don't feel too bad la. it's okay ya! haha. :D
leaving!
Thursday, December 6, 2007 @ 11:07 PM
leaving tmr at about 10?
so gotta leave my house at abt 8.
don't miss me okay!
HAHA..
but i'll miss lotsa ppl!
esp cel and jo.
haven't seen jo for sucha long time and seriously missing her.
and im not gna see cel till 24th!
how sad can this get!
anyway i had lotsa fun these few days!
totally late for bball ytd.
but so fun at cel's house la. (:
kbox today with cel bins and ernest!
it's totally fun!
dinner at hk cafe!
thn shopped arnd for my travel stuff.
bought a pair of sport shoes from adidas.
grinns.
okay.
i'll really miss you all lots.
back on the 16th okay.
lovee.
