as usual
Friday, December 28, 2007 @ 7:27 PM
whenever this comes up, im bound to quarrel with them. i don't know what it is with them. so they want me to stay at home and wait for them to return like a little puppy dog. go get a dog then. im a freaking person. half the time no one is at home. and if i have to eat dinner alone at home, i won't be surprised. and when i go out for dinner, more or less i'll get scolded or yelled at when i reach home.
you complain that my frens are my priority. what's yours? WORK. doesn't it balance out? you have your life and i have mine. when i was growing up you just threw me there. now that im grown, you try to control everything i do, wanting me to give you all my attention. isn't it a little too late? im no longer that little girl that has to depend on you for everything. why does everyone love controlling me so much. you always try to compare me with the quietest people. do i seem like one to you? you ask me if my life is that miserable. YES IT IS. there's freaking no one to talk to me at home. it's just the walls.
don't forget that im already 18. im like some loser who always can't stay out. like some guai little girl. as if my looks are not causing me enough anguish. can't you trust me. can't you trust someone you brought up. im not going to go off galavanting. it's just a freaking countdown. and no party at that. JUST LOOK AT THE FREAKING FIREWORKS damn.
