fright night!
Thursday, January 31, 2008 @ 7:51 PM
oh no! gahh! fright night's tmr! dreading it alot. ): not cos of dressing up and all lah. cos i don't really fancy horror shows. sighhs. dressing up just adds to my troubles! had jo go with me to town today to get some stuff. we visited tiffy at 2cm. haha! sorry if u got into trouble babe! anyway, we met my mom and went down to OG at people's park. to get something changed. thn headed home.
school has been so tiring these few days. or rather the past 2 weeks or so? so much work piling up and i can seriously feel the stress level rising. and it's only JAN!
i had normal pe session ytd and i ended up with very bad muscle ache! can't sit, can't stand, can't go up the stairs, can't go down the stairs. OH MANN. terrible cj pe! now i feel like a crippled old lady.
and i know my last post was rather emo. and stagnated. haha! thanks to those who tried to cheer me up! :D love!
unspeakables
Thursday, January 17, 2008 @ 8:31 PM
okay. this is not gna be a happy post. ): jo! i really miss you loads. being in the same class as you i think is a luxury. somehow u always make me feel listened to and i guess alive. i'll know that u'll be there for me. if i wanna get stuff, study or simply hang around and slack. i know u'll try ur best. minus those sleeping and wanna go home times.. and most of the time i don't need to think about what to say. it just flows. and that's why i love t7 so much. although we've problems along the way.. most of us actually do like each other. and we're really like a big family. being a little bimbotic with shaz, tiffy and steffi. talking about old times and orchard with anne! listening to milli's philosophical views. having heart to heart talks with fabian. suanning rosel all day long. grossing joyce out with my xiang gong! i always had something to smile about. at least i was kinda liked. could talk with the whole class. i miss t7 lots.
gosh. see me now. like a retard. and gen! i finally get what u mean. in sec 4 and all? sighs. i think retaining robs one of interesting-ness. makes me dull. or maybe i just can't understand. i'll keep trying. what else can i do? i don't want things to get worse. and i don't wanna leave regretting not even having like people to talk to for the whole year. i'll DIE!
it's these times that made me really regret and feel stupid. i couldn't even work hard for a few months. please just stab me. that few months caused me 2 years of anguish. that wasn't a rational choice. as the days go by i'm drained bit by bit. feeling the most insecure and confused i have been in years. honestly, i don't know what i'll do without the choir people. like ernest! im supposed to be consoled i guess!
mass pe
Tuesday, January 15, 2008 @ 11:13 PM
had an afternoon session of mass pe ytd. the horror of it. okay.. im exaggerating. haha! it wasn't all that bad! we only had to run 8 rounds and do like weird sets. thank goodness for ting who ran with me! you're super fit ting! THANKS! and sets made my hair messy. hahaha! my newly cut hair + fringe. which is kinda screwed up now. super sad. looks weird! sometimes like a small girl. and other times i conclude that i actually seriously look better without fringe. as in pinned up lah. hahaha.. oh wells!
anyway, cel's birthday tmr. or in abot 40 mins.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DARLING! cher loves you lots lots lots! we'll be going out! and i hope you like your present. :D it's something that we can do together next time! HAHAHA!
finally went out with jo tdy! in the afternoon. met her at cj bus stop and bus-ed down to town. went to find that pencil case. at dfs. asked nicole for a suggestion and she suggested lesportsac. 39 bucks! i still can't bear to buy it. gimme a few more weeks. i think im reaching there! anyway, we walked arnd town finding cel's and tiffy's present. and! im officially broke for the week. which means i gotta tax my poor savings which are depleting at a horrific speed.
it's almost 1130. i think i should start doing my work. HAHA. super tired. gahhs. i never learn!
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dea: jamie makes me laugh. :D haha!
charmaine: heyy! okay la. not that bad. YET. i guess! but im kinda expecting things to get worse definitely!
cheryn: hello! reserve first okay. towards end of the year thn lend me! must store more. haha! im greedy! :D but thanks alot for the love!
JO: don't worry la jo! u know i'll just blab on and on whenever i talk! has it become a habit alr ah. as in like. listening to me blab. HAHA! 6 years leh! you're super hardcore. and egg roll curry rice is the LOVEEE!
xinglong: hahaha.. HI!
saturday!
Saturday, January 12, 2008 @ 6:38 PM
hohoho! i found a new show to watch! NODAME CANTABILE. jap :D so rocks. and thanks cel. hahaha!
met the choir ppl tdy. i really miss u guys LOADS! cj seems so quiet without u all laughing. ESPECIALLY my darling relative. haven't met drea for sucha long time. and i finally saw her tdy. been so long since i had a proper conversation with her! and of course much less reminisce about the old sjc times. and the big jokes like how those living near the school would ALWAYS have something to complain about. had a rather interesting conversation with her about her internship at sjc. i miss eggroll curry rice. and CHICKEN RICE. oh goshh. which leads me to say. i miss fiona lee too! HAHAHA! okayokay. shopping trip soon. i remember lah kay. :D
going out to study now. sat nights are good for studying at gdns. HAHA. and i think im gna go CHOMP CHOMP to eat soon! miss that place. :D
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jamie: HOHOHO! i thought i told you? well, i couldn't put it so blatantly lah! u all were suffering leh! and i did study! until i gave up at arnd 45 mins. HAHA! im nice okay! grins :D and yes i'll see you on monday. rmb to do gp readings. :/
in the lib!
Thursday, January 10, 2008 @ 9:34 AM
hello! im kinda skipping pe. and mr ho sent us to the library for the period. geog test later. yikes. totally unprepared! the only time i actually studied for it was on sat night. and i didn't even cover limestone and granite landforms. FANTASTIC! HAHA! lotsa lectures for today. had econs just now. lit and geog later on. gahhs!
and it's about time cher goes onto a no night snack diet too! along with ernest and cel. cel pls tell me that u didn't eat anything last night after going home! haha.. last night was kinda like a farewell dinner for bins? but more or less it just included of us having dinner at far east's chicken rice. somehow there's a very strong resemblance between bins and the hainanese chicken hanging on the rack. HOHOHO! went to kino in hope of finding the york notes for handmaid's tale but they don't carry it! we then headed on to find bins' army essentials and finally we were off to slacking arnd at our favourite coffee bean. :D BELGIUM CHOCOLATE lovee! pictures galore! :D wait till cel sends me or uploads it. hahhaa!
but things are seriously gna be very quiet! without bins and cel forever going on and on about how one looks like an ostrich and the other a puffer fish. i think this silence is gna seem deafening! hahaha. out of tune. can't wait till u all book out after 2 weeks! :D thn we can take more pictures. grinns.
i haven't done any shopping for cny clothings. and my saturdays are kinda taken up now. think im gna have to resort to that dress from guess kids. embarrassing! HAHAHA! what's new la. save money okay!
and cher is in need of a fringe cut! HINTS!
this year seems to be passing really fast. even now. there's ptm on the 22nd of jan! that's like 2 weeks away? and ct's in week 10. and i haven't even started seriously studying. which im going to start doing by this week. super scary! guess my life's gna be more or less routinised for the year. sighhs! :D
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drea!: i missed you lots! where have you been? you really went back to sjc to teach? I MISS EGG ROLL CURRY RICE ADD CHICKEN! and the chilli sauce. HAHAHA! can i go and eat that soon?? we need to meet soon. and u know about the 4h gathering coming up right? where's mad's blog ah. lost the link again. gulps. heard that there's polling going on for the date and time.
alicia: hey! can u pls go set up a blog and stop mia-ing! dunno where u disappear to! haha!
cel: esprit shopping done! but our marina shopping not done yet! HAHA. i love shopping with you! HOHOHO!
sick!
Tuesday, January 8, 2008 @ 2:03 PM
totally stayed home ytd and tdy cos of my stupid cough and flu. GAHH! as ernest would call it TB! HAHA! nonsense! i even took a jab last night. much better now. think i'll be in school tmr. THANKS JAMIE! :D
feel super childish these few days. know that everyone will be starting to go our own ways. but i know that we'll still meet up and all la. but i guess the feeling's gna be different. hahaha. like those ns guys will be going in alr. the only brother i ever felt i've had's leaving for sydney. oh wells!
bins: jiayou alot okay! and be a man! HAHAHA! don't miss cel too much. and i'll be nice and not suan you.
fabian: HELLO! i haven't talked to you for sooo long. maybe i'll see u tonight? :D see how! but all the way okayy! you have ur darling. and us. HAHA. lovees.
you: sometimes i really dunno what to say? but i guess it's the unspoken words that usually means alot. and just take care yah.
this yr's gna be complicated. with work, choir and lotsa pressures. but im sure i'll get thru it! I PROMISE I WILL STUDY CEL! i promise :D and i hope that we'll get to go to europe at the end of the year. we'll work hard okay! :D lovee!
school's tmr!
Tuesday, January 1, 2008 @ 10:50 PM
ohmann. was so looking forward to the new year! BUT school's killing all my mood. roar!
ytd, cel, bins, ernest and yukang stayed over at my place! :D marcus left at 2am. haha. we kept playing tai tee to keep awake. until we were too tired to even move our hands! marcus cooked pasta for us! and it was rather successful! surprisingly. haha! cel and i were going a little mad throughout the night. and cel, you totally got suanned the whole night through!
with our insanity, we decided to wait for the sunrise at 5am. which came only at about 7. thn decided to go for morning run at 6! ran all the way to the playground at kang choo bin. SWING! thn see-sawed and walked back home. haha! that's how illogical and insane we were. me and cel couldn't take it any longer and ended up napping for half an hour! with the guys constantly making noise! asking us to go bathe. hahha. which we did. and thn it was their turn to ko. HAHA! by the time we left my house for breakfast, it was about 8am. walked all the way to heartland macs for breakfast. was so tired that i didn't want to cut my hotcakes. gahhs. met sean there surprisingly! and he gave me this weird look like i was mad. HAHAHA. but i was.
anyway, pictures on cel's blog! we split after breakfast. and i slept till 5! super tired. skipped lunch with cousins. cannot wake up! SORRY! alright! im gna go do some leftover homework! :D last min rocks la.
