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alrights. so these few days have been rather eventful! study session with nicole on wed. super productive. i just can't get into studying mood tonight. grrs.

anyway! ytd, had extra gp lesson till 5. thn went to popular fair at the expo! andre, corde and anne marie drove down to cj and met anton and kenneth! :D and they all waited for me. car rides were games of who-can-suan-cher-the-most. -.- TOTALLY. non-stop. aww. i could feel the LOVE la. we went to cgh to visit andre's grandpa. aka, my uncle. HAHA! me and kenneth were rather out of place la. thus resulting in us playing with the measuring tape for height. WHICH led to even more suanning sessions. HAHAHA.. we picked jacinta up and went to mad jacks for dinner! i took freaking long to decide. choosy fussy me. :D well, it was FINALLY popular fair thn! bought stuff for sunday's games day. grins.

i've been extremely happy these few days. i know it's like a bubble, ready to burst with the slightest touch. dashing all my hopes, bringing me back to reality. i think i have a love-hate relationship with reality. but still, i wanna live in this dream. haven't had this dream for a very very long time. i know i'll prob be thinking too much. but well, everything starts off with dreams and hopes no? and the things you've done for me, i'll definitely remember. :D cos those were the nicest things someone's ever done for me. thinking about how impossible everything seems makes me wanna run away. i guess im just waiting for reality to burst my bubble and prove my inner fears right. so tell me, is this a dilemma or is my dream coming true? the latter please.

today was SO much better. had lotsa fun in class. in econs with jamie, justin and chuan. hilarious! thn geog with mr tay. :D got back like geog FAs and failed TERRIBLY. seriously. haha. i think im gna die.

went to study with my darling hunney today! :D at subway. did some phy geog work. grins! met rachel tan who was sitting at the next table. and i met BRANDON LOW KAI HAO! i miss you laa! all our jiang sessions and those ownage times! :D catch up very very soon! cos bran is missed by cher! loveee!

gna go to the expo on thurs. with the youth cats people. and my 'family'. nephews and niece, cousin, bestie, and random kenneth and maybe ivy. can't wait! :D it's me trying to escape from the reality of the approaching examinations. for which i must compose myself. HAHAHA! sounds familiar cel?

and you certainly brightened up my dull and uninspiring day. seeing you makes me happy and talking put me in a good mood! cher now has motivation to study! :D
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cel: haha. i meant the person's reconstruction. not mine. haha! and cover shopping soon! :D miss you loads dearie~ exercise session soon! and if u wanna know, im PLOUGHING through ur stack of stuff. GOODNESS!

today was an awfully bad day. the only incentive was you. but that didn't last very long either.

i don't know if it helped. but i know i did all that i could. if u don't wanna believe me so be it. i can't do anything about it too. and i did try. im sick and tired of it. worst of all you're freaking misunderstanding me. i tried to tell you. but what did u tell me? that it's ur choice whether or not to believe me. and your attitude was just showing. you weren't really interested. body language tells alot. and i guess im just wasting my time. why did i even bother? no more will i care. it's just unfair that im being misunderstood when nothing even happened. having said that, my conscience is clear. if you choose to judge me, i can't retalliate. cos it's all in the mind now.

everything is a reconstruction. and only a reconstruction. alas, i weep. i weep indignant tears. the cruel, unjust torture of being misunderstood.

watched my weekly show. and cheered myself up.

and im back from another round of studying. :D i THOROUGHLY went thru the components of the hydrological cycle. made a beeeaauuutiful mind map! WHEE! grins. hahhaa..

ytd was cca bazaar. rather screwed up. in my terms. both performance-wise and the no. of people that signed up. was terribly stressed out. the kill myself extent alr. -stabs- but i guess the new j1s that we just got are quite good! 2 cat high guys. and 1 st. gabs guy who learns opera. wah! HAHA! made me quite happy. :D

Went to meet the choir people today. after like eons of absenting myself. saw mrs tan who asked me what i was doing singing instead of revising. darn! anyway, it was GOOD to see the choir people. miss them LOADS. esp my dearest cel. today's one of the days where it seems as though i've been transported in time back to the holidays where we could spend practically everyday together. and still have stuff to gossip and complain about. much to the amazement of bins and the hippo. hahaha!

and you wouldn't wanna know how much i can't stand this situation. you're making something out of nothing and it isn't fair to me. you think u've been disadvantaged but have you stood to think in my or our shoes? don't think so. and everything wasn't exclusive. you could join in, if you wanted. i just don't understand how this ambiguity could persist and how everything could go downslope like this. i want to clear things up so that the tension would ease. but everytime i see you well, i get daggers. sighs. i'm at my wits end. please just relax. cos everything u've been thinking of was not at all my intention. no where near it. so please, trust me?

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maydear: i love it too la! and u changed ur skin too! it looks prettier! hahaha.. just tt the top can't see. hmms!
jo: yah! and u changed urs too. suddenly everyone changing ah! HAHA! :D

okay. so today's the 2nd consecutive late day. yawns. im freaking tired now. and I MISS JAMIE LEE! school's just different without you. :D and don't worry. i survived well these 2 days. grins. and i hope you get well soon twin! and i must say i really love our little clique. :D things are definitely getting better. and i don't dread clique times! i love them! haha!
well, i've gotta plan mass lesson. got some ideas alr la. not that bad. we'll pull it off ya jo? as we always do! HAHA! thanks for being so helpful this yr. i've been rather irresponsible where catechism is concerned. gulps. meeting on sunday so i guess no runs again. DARN. oh wells. more mass lunching! LOVE!

and CTs are in less than 2 wks. goodness. econs test on thurs. i think i should hang myself! gahh!

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zac: no.. i don't think we're gg shopping. i think we're going kbox my dear. and ryan can't make it i think. smth abt him working in IT fair? hmms! yah lor. i just realised how weird it'll for me to go out with 3 guys. OH WAIT. i mean 3 sisters. no problem then. :D

SO! i have got gp assignments to do. and a cca bazaar to pull together. :D anyone knows what the US constitution looks like? help? hahaha..

went for lunch ytd as usual. with the youth cate people. had chicken rice at gardens. whee! i missed mass lunching. :D my dear nephew, whn u have ur car, can we go further? like amk hub. grins. and i was kinda dealt a BIG SHOCK whn i found some terribly shocking news. SERIOUS. wanted to go around shouting and screaming like a mad mad girl. but kinda chose the dazed option. totally stonned for half an hour or so. wasn't registering. what's done's done yeah. and i guess i saw the signs. i just didn't want to accept it! so, corde, welcome to our family. must start calling me aunt alr. :D

moving on, we met ryan who was eaint at the shop opposite. -.- retarded. msged me and corde somemore. and like true retards, we started like turning here and there trying to find him. HAHAHA! ohyah. my dear bros, how about meeting up on next next weekend? :D choose either sentosa-ing, kbox-ing or pool! grins. miss this so much la. OH! maybe we shd go play bball. jerry thinks we shd k.

and i don't think i've mentioned this but i ran last sun! or do u call it last last. hmms. almost died. anyone can give me a better suggestion to losing fats and not building muscles? haha! cos i can't seem to find any. ):

i found a distant cousin again! :D this time she's in cj. in my lit and math classes. hope i get to talk more to her la. seems kinda quiet eh. thn maybe can ask her to go out to study! or like study at her poolside! grins. :D if u ever happen to read this, must talk more okay!

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xianggong: buy me a nice nice nice ring first. :D maybe i'll consider. or maybe we should wait for s'pore to legalise gay marriages. HAHAHA! and dinner was fun! whn are u coming to teach me econs! TSK. CTs coming alr pls. by the time u teach ah, i might've been kicked out of school. haha. and btw, ms lee's bday is in dec. -.- not april. i think u kenna bluff. haha!

jojo: i love you lots! and im sure you know that. grins. :D

meiqi: haha! i knoww~ shall treat you to more next time. i only have a box of choc ones which melt whn they are out of the fridge. next time okay! and im excited about tmr's study session yo! :D

tried very hard to not think about it. escaped from the reality that he's leaving. thn it hits me hard. you're leaving on sat. you're really like a brother to me. ): those teasing times, those gossiping times, emo times or just plain hanging out. i'll never forget these 18 yrs of fun. :D LOVE! you better take GOOD care of urself and bring my godbro back safely to me okay! i'll miss you like crazy la.

and pls don't forget the cam-whoring that i've taught you. :D take more pictures and like post okay! grins. and maybe bring a pretty aussie girl back? hahaha! i promise to go visit you whn i finish my a's. :D i'll go there to celebrate your birthday okay! but for now, all the best my dear!

so, tuesday was the farewell dinner. official. met with 6th aunt, uncle alex, minmin, desmond and the star, zhiyin. had dinner at fisherman's wharf. :D glorious food. HAHA! met sean and milli who were passing by on their way to go jam.


zhiyin and me! :D plus my aunt in the other pic. haha!

LOOK AT IT! delicious! half eaten alr laa. hahaha.
the black box's the present. :D HAHA! we were kinda bored. and nectarie's cakes are gorgeously yummy! need to go eat it again soon! we bought a cake for my mommy. her birthday. THUS, i have like 8/9 of a cake still sitting in my fridge. grins.

vday tdy. pretzels are delicious. haha!

and im hooked onto finally by fergie. surprise surprise! haha!

Ever since I was a baby girl I had a dream
Cinderella theme
Crazy as it seems
Always knew that deep inside that there would come that day
But I would have to wait
Make so many mistakes
I couldn't comprehend
As I watched it unfold
This classic story told I left it in the cold
Walking through an open door that led me back to you
Each one unlocking more of the truth

heyheyhey! it's another episode of i-love-my-family! haha! well, i had a rather hectic 2 days. :D

first day was at mom's side at grandma's house. okay la. after all my cousins left, it got kinda lonely? hmms! but it was kinda fun while they were around! we wanted to form a band and take part in superband! wanted to call us family-x but there's a show alr! so maybe x-family? HAHA! super retarded la! didn't take many pics cos cousins came and left. not really much time together! and of course the most memorable was timothy and his dunno concealer or foundation that was so obvious! well, you're invited to our bimbo club alr! :D WELCOME! haha! join in me and caili and qinxin! if we ever form oneee.


me and cai li. don't u think she's REALLY pretty. :D


and me and qinxin. trying out the same pose. retarded-ness! HAHAHA!

well, going on to the 2nd day, today.. went to 2nd aunt's house! played lotsa edwin's ps2. drummania, guitarfreaks, nfs most wanted and URBZ SIMS IN THE CITY! haha! my cousins will know why i caps it laa. anyway, it was REALLY fun! :D and we got news that carol (our cousin) is getting married! HOHOHO! wedding soon :D means we will get to meet up. yayy! see the photos!


me and mary!


edwin and martin. can't rmb what they were talking about~! martin, look happier pls! like edwin! HAHA!


michael looks SO happy! HAHA! and this was in the middle of an nfs race! he's super happy to pose la! :D YAY! the one and only!


me and nic! :D dunno what he's looking at! HAHA!


and the super reluctant hen and ben. well, what can i say. they don't even wanna look at camera!

well, that was most of the fun i had! HAHA! again, i love my family! and we're gna set up a family blog! :D SUPER FUN LA! lovee!

just came back from reunion dinner. with my darling cousins! :D HOHOHO! they are the LOVE! shall put pics of them up tmr.

for now, i shall blog about the t7 lunch! grins. okay! so i went home after school. bus stop was FLOODED! i only got home at 12 plus. sorry mann jo! well, caused jo to be late as usual. thanks lots jo! HAHA! so we were 45 mins late. :D sorry! and the t7-ers were kind enuf to wait for us. aww! thn, we ordered and cam-whored till our food came! tried calling chris and edward. edward didn't pick up and chris couldn't come. we managed to get fabian and xianyao though! :D YOU TWO LOOK HILARIOUS! grins. anyway, here are the photos as promised.



my darling jo and me! :D


we happened to be sitting liddat. so, me, tiff, anne. :D you two make me look REALLY fat!


haha. random shot! from left, shaz, anne, rosel, jo!


CLIQUE! okay lah. small clique thing. but t7's more of a BIG FAMILY! :D i love you xiang gong!


me and tiffy :D bimbo fren!



rosel being totally engrossed. complete with hand actions! HAHA! shaz's more interested in ME! HAHA! just kidding rosy! don't get angry and give me murderous stares! :D


the attack of rosel. HAHA! u either get suanned, or u get attacked. well.. HAHA! and jo's just enjoying herself. what can we say! HAHAHA!


me and mr han xianyao! back from commando training! wheee!


random shot of pretty tiffy! HAHA!


joyce took me taking her. that's why i love my xiang gong la. equally retarded! :D shall we go register like NOW!

after eating, we went walking arnd at ps. and, i miss my lao pei (daddy = fabian) lots! miss all those heart to heart crapping talks. :D glad we managed to have one! and while we were at ps, we finished his mission! HOHOHO! cher rocks don't u think! now just the completion of the mission. :D GRINS!

today made cher rather depressed. cos her relative (not u cel, my real relatives!) said that she's fat. THANKS AH. so cher is now facing up to reality and going for runs. SUNDAY RUNS. after cate at the track. everyone's invited. to run. not to see me malu myself. BUT I ASSURE YOU! cher will slim down and be prettier. okay. that's that! off to change and finish some stuff before the new year arrives. alright!

OH YAH! i met ryan on my way home! haven't seen you for such a long time bro! it's about time we met up. with jerry and zac. met jerry for mass ytd and totally got suanned the whole hour plus. GRRS! you better watch out okay! we must definitely meet up before zac goes off to the US okay! lovee!

for now, :D happy cny~!

monday again! can't believe it. so terribly fast. haha. well, at least this week's what i've been looking forward to for ages! :D cny LONG weekend. one of my MAJOR plans is meeting up with t7 for cny eve's lunch! long awaited reunion that i haven't really been able to attend. :D funny how me and fabian used to spend hours thinking how chaotic our dearest t7 is. and how many problems there are underlying it. and things like relationships just serve to complicate matters. well, we're at the end of the journey~! haha! though i didn't walk to last half with u guys, i know that im a part of u all. THANKS! haha! and i love t7!





haha! but definitely, im starting to enjoy t1. :D thankfully, i have them with me through my toughest times. without you guys, i wouldn't have made it thru. so today's officially class thanking day! HAHA!


AND! just now, my ex piano teacher came! with her son whom i haven't really seen or spoken to since i was pri 4? totally miss those times when we would play after class. :D in your durian plantation. HAHA! one of the best days i must admit! well, yeap. now almost ten years along, i must say that he's seriously cute. if u put him in cj, he'll totally be the cutest! no wonder he got stalked everyday by many groups of girls! :D but well, it was quite embarrassing whn i was kinda sleeping on my sofa and they both walked in. utterly embarrassing! oh wells. like cel likes to say, WHAT'S NEW? HAHA!

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cel: NO WAY! mine had NO COLOUR. and it was funny. sweeny todd is just disturbing. you watched it alr anyway! so.. well, fantastic! HAHA! no need to watch alr! :D

BACK FROM LIT NIGHT. okay. passed 2 days alr. HAHA! but i conquered gothic films! only black and white ones only though. was so terrified! but it turned out to be super hilarious! now i know what mr glasgow meant by the difference in the definition of the gothic. cel, now i understand your love for lit. i love it too! :D

anyways.. went to my grandma's as usual. and my dearest godbrother came so late la. with weird hair! i said he look like those gatsby commercial guys! and he stared at me and went 'well, i used gatsby!' HAHA! super hilarious. i took a photo of him! next time la. i'll seriously miss him loads. LOADS. whn he's gone. the longest time i haven't seen him is like 1 mth? cos of army and all. without him i'll have no one to talk to and laugh with on sundays! fight for the tv, talk about our love lives or lack of! HAHA! emo times. and now u'll be gone for 5 mths plus! until ur birthday! at least that leaves me time to think of a good present! :D for now, i have to finish planning and making your farewell gift! while you're gone, must take care loads okay. LOVE!

tmr's another week. sighs. well, im seriously looking forward to cny. for a good rest. thn GO again! common tests coming up! and i totally miss my cousins! HAHA! pictures thn!

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na: OF COURSE I KNOW DARLING! haha. well, ... gen msged and sounded murderous. HAHA! u know what to do! OUTING SOON!