sucky day
Monday, February 25, 2008 @ 8:50 PM
today was an awfully bad day. the only incentive was you. but that didn't last very long either.
i don't know if it helped. but i know i did all that i could. if u don't wanna believe me so be it. i can't do anything about it too. and i did try. im sick and tired of it. worst of all you're freaking misunderstanding me. i tried to tell you. but what did u tell me? that it's ur choice whether or not to believe me. and your attitude was just showing. you weren't really interested. body language tells alot. and i guess im just wasting my time. why did i even bother? no more will i care. it's just unfair that im being misunderstood when nothing even happened. having said that, my conscience is clear. if you choose to judge me, i can't retalliate. cos it's all in the mind now.
everything is a reconstruction. and only a reconstruction. alas, i weep. i weep indignant tears. the cruel, unjust torture of being misunderstood.
watched my weekly show. and cheered myself up.
