my dilemma
Saturday, March 22, 2008 @ 10:03 PM
hello! have been so busy doing church stuff these few days. that church has become my second home. i quote jo. HAHA!
and stop confusing me. after talking to cel i felt much more cleared up and determined. but please. stop confusing me. my heart is weak and gets swayed easily. so stop swaying my heart! every little thing you do makes me turn. and i don't think im the only one who realised. so give me a hand won't you? it's so addictive and so repulsive at the same time. it becomes a great paradox. i wanna draw close and yet i fear. i push the idea out of my mind not wanting to have the slightest inclination. when i know my heart has already beat my mind to that destination. yes. how screwed up i am.
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meiqi: hey hunney. i think you're not very happy these few days also lor. we must study hard okay. im rather worried for you. ): cos i haven't seen you happy for quite a while. jiayou okay. bunney loves hunney. hugs!
cel: at least i passed my lit! barely. but i didn't fail! or else i'll feel like i've let you down!
annemarie: you niece! enjoying yourself in america! TSK! haha! happy birthday laa. :D and i dunno what to get you. just enjoy yourself in america? HAHA! stingy aunt! :D
jo: aiyoh. i really fail 2 subjs alr! terrible. time to change gear. work harder.
joyce the xianggong! : eh? chilli padi? doubt lah! HAHA! well, i did rather badly lor. sighs. sorry! let you down la. sighs. i'll work harder!
