broken again
Tuesday, April 1, 2008 @ 11:17 PM
today was devastating you could say. i don't know what i feel anymore after writing draft after drafts. im scared. im worried. i just wanna hide somewhere where no one can see me and then cry my heart out. how did things turn this way again. im emotionally and mentally drained.
but thanks to those who offered support and love. i definitely appreciate it. but i feel lonely on this journey. not cos no one's supporting me. but rather cos im going through this alone. i daren't throw all my troubles on someone lest it breaks. think about the idiom of not putting all your eggs in one basket as you will lose everything you have if it breaks. same logic.
tear me apart once more. i cry.
