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it's the hols yo! GRINS. so don't get that feeling. it'sterrible to plough through stacks of readings. geog, econs, lit. sorting, planning, reading. wish i didn't leave everything till now. hahaha.. oh wells. it's time to really get down to studying. mugging. revision. make it or break it.

and i've been addicted! to this song 恋爱频率. it's so sweet lahs. haha! yeahh. and i've been glued to jap shows. finished quite a few shows. :D stayed up till like 3+ last few nights to finish watching them. grins. it is the lovee! and jap guys are sooo cute. OHMYGAWD. hahaaa!

econs tuition later. woohoo! jamielee says i have improved. men instead of boys. HAHAHA!

and i wish u all would just love cate more! cos we're just very much the same. haha. just that we're abit older? we still go crazy, we still love outings. and we still love abit of bimbo brains. :D

im feeling extremely irritable now. like restless. hmms! going through gp stuff. essay skills as to how to 'massage the qn' (jamie will get it), AQ skills. goodness. honestly, i don't like regimentation. yet i don't think life would be possible without any. HMMS. ironic. tmr's the big day lah. for which we've all been slogging for. haha. okay as you can tell, my brain ain't functioning all that well. everything's in bits and pieces. fragmented.

math paper today was just bloody. normaldistribution is like the worst thing ever. BOO! binomial's just as bad lah. ohwells. just hope that everything'll go okay. or i guess i won't be in cj anymore huh. of course not forgetting, much thanks to jamielee for scanning tutorial answers! and also for answering loads of qns. meiqi too! math lessons wouldn't be the same without you! :D thanks for answering my qns and like being there when my brain needed an injection of math. HAHA. -.- (mind's not working)

AND, my biggest worry and frustration. not a person or issue. but rather a community. and maybe the 'issues' that kinda concern it. i wish last sunday never happened. i still heart you! but well, i know our views are currently clashing. but that doesn't mean that we're enemies or like rivals. cos i still do care. at least for you lah. i hate the way everything's going. i miss the peace, i miss the laughter. and i miss just plain talking and feeling comfortable with each other. i miss you so dear friend! (cannot be too direct lah. thus the annonymity.) and please remember that no matter what happens on sunday, you're still my sweet okay. love loads babe.

currently having this very intriguing conversation with nic. (my cousin!) and i was telling him how it's scary and yet amazing the rate at which we're all growing up. well, he's in army now. and in about a year, i'll be off to uni. if i can make it. and 2 years later it's his turn. and he commented how the next 10 years are gonna be really fast changing. like how it's gna really shape us.

i was saying how it's sad that we're all growing apart. some studying abroad, some working. and we're prob gna get attached and married probably in the next 10 years. having said this, i miss you owzhiyin! come back for hols very very very soon okay! and yeah, so im just in a reminiscing mood and he's apparently excited right? HAHA! can't wait too but just feeling abit apprehensive sometimes. like what's gna be ahead kinda thing. but well, i guess it's gna be an exciting journey laa! HAHA! :D

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SERENAJOY: haha! you're super cute la. and don't be too bummed out! t2 was really good. :D and i guess losing to them is kinda acceptable lah huh? you all were so fantastic! lovee!

ytd was lit night. :D exciting definitely. except for that small detail. weirdd! anyhoots, t1 came in 2nd. disappointed definitely. but considering that t2 won, it wasn't that much of a letdown. t2's skit was fascinating. like amazing kinda fantastic! it was so different that it kinda got us sucked into it. halfway thru the skit ting and i were discussing how it's prob t1 and t2 who's gonna get to the top. and course we were right! :D novena as usual with cel. hector came along today. and so did my mom and my aunt. hmm. well, highlight of the day was meeting jo for lunch at fisherman's wharf! the fish&chips there were simply gorgeous. and it's like only 6.50 laa. grins! best for the end of the week when u're going a little broke lunch! HAHA! thn it was down to nectarie for tea. i swear that nectarie sells the best cakes. so my aunt had this idea to buy a full cake which was like 28 bucks. and asked them to cut the cake up for us to eat. that was instead of buying the random slices which were like 7 bucks. (apparently a very auntie way of saving money la.) and, kenneth came down to meet us to buy a cake. so like 5 of us ravished the wonderfully delicious oreo cheesecake! not the typical kinda cheesecake with totally overflowing cheese. this was more of a oreo cheesecake rather than cheesecake with abit of oreo? HAHA.. okay. madness. walked around to liang court after with jo. did you know they were renovating? HAHA! okay. sound like a total idiot now. but yeah, i didn't know they renovated! oh wells. had a nice chat with jo. about many many many stuff. don't know what i'll do if i couldn't tell you stuff! i'll probably go mad i guess. so thank goodness for you jo! and you still haven't told me about how the interview went. nvm. TMR. :D and my arm is aching. for reasons unknown. very very painful. like i've hit a nerve or smth. which if it's like parkinson's? (the way you babes used to say i've parkinsons. -.-) anyway, next week's gna be rather hectic. with study days and h1 exams. and of course, gp. who can forget gp? im still stuck at cedric's essay. half of the examples he gave i had no idea before i read it. passion for sports lah huh. hahaha.. smth i lack rather much jo would testify. i wouldn't even watch soccer with her. okay i promise to do so in dec? HAHA! im sorry la. wait for me to grow money and get an lcd hd tv in my room okay. that means that it's not happening anytime soon. no money ahh. so, i shall get back to gp readings. how absolutely exciting..

today was mass study day! :D at amk drive thru again. totally rocks that we can all sit down and seriously study. sorry if i kept coughing! so cold laa. goodness! for once, i liked the cold weather. definitely a breath of fresh air from all the hot days recently. anyway, everyone left early. to catch american idol. and nicole didn't come in the end! ):

so, tmr's econs tuition with yiling. tuition buddy! gotta finish my econs essay like finally. how embarrassing. and i seriously hope i don't spill anything this time. 2 times in a row is too much embarrassment alr! tsk.

enough said. im too tired. gonna bathe and go sleep! oh yeah. lit night on friday. and my maid's finally coming back from indon tmr! :D ohyeahh. ATTN: choir people study session at amk drive thru macs on 19th may! mcgridles yesyes? :D

sorry jo that i haven't called you! phone was running abit flat today. so so sorry ): pls tell me how it was? :D lovelove.

so today's MOTHER'S DAY! :D got my mom quite a cliched present. chocolates. but we haven't eaten that in a long while lah. our favourite royce amande chocolates! and i bought a whole box of it! thanks to jo who went down with me on friday night. :D

sat was spent with the usual choir hangout group. we tried to watch great ex, do my gp and celebrate birthdays. HAHA. rather hilarious. and of course, the scams. goodness. i got scammed when i was away? -.- lame leh! and of course i wish the scam was true. :D i wish i wish i wish. the scams got rather confusing at the end i heard! and best part was meeting fabian! miss you loads lah. haven't talked to you much yeah. and you all think that all those insults wouldn't catch up with my inferiority. it seems like you all mean it more than just teasing. and that's when i go back into myself. into that me unfamiliar to most now.

today was family day. went out for lunch and a bit of shopping with parents. AND, i received a pretty little pouch from my cousin! THANKS SAMUEL! from taiwan after army training. touched that you remembered me when shopping! haha! thank you!

and i guess this time round mission give up was rather successful. many things reminded me of the pain and tears in a relationship. i feel myself shutting out these emotions, afraid of the pain and headaches it brought me then. somehow, these come at appropriate times and remind me to wake up. and to a certain extent, not to go anywhere there. im scared. too scared and burnt by the fire to go near it anytime soon. (unless something unexpected happens of course.) but even so, it'll take time i guess. not now.

so now it's back to gp. readings and finishing up of short qns. hohoho! double gp tmr. okays. bye then.

hohoho! back from econs tuition! :D lunch/dinner with yiling was fun! we were so starved we ate 1 foot long subway each. goodness! and she couldn't stop eating lahh! HAHA! stop eating alr okay!

mood at school was rather sombre. at least for me. knowing that things aren't the way they used to be, seeing old stuff come back.. it just evokes unsettling feelings that leaves you uneasy. wasn't even in a mood to care much about HIM. which may be a good start? but today wasn't a good day lah. that's apart from the fact that it's AMADEA CHOO's birthday today. :D happy birthday girl. i'm just rather zonked out from the weekend that i didn't do much for you. super sorry. but i guess you enjoyed your birthday much still nonetheless, yes? haha! lovee.

im starting to molt. ): skin overly burnt from thurs and fri's tanning sessions. grrs. it looks terrible now!

anyway, it's rj's concert at the esplanade tmr. gna come home to change thn go and watch. i've always wanted to try singing at the esplanade to get a feel of the acoustics. (something to do with me not believing that the acoustics are so darn good!) guess that's not really possible considering that im kinda finally ending my choral life? it'll be hard to find people who are passionate about music the way the choir people now are.

and i had to leave for awhile to go wash my clothes. YES, i am washing clothes. though hard to believe. haha! and they're clean okay! claps! so proud of myself. ^^

am soo tired. shall go sleep. nights then! and sorry for lagging in photo upload. waiting for kenneth to send me the photos! :D i'll upload all the necessary stuff then okay? sorry annemarie! i still love you though! :D
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cel: i know! rocks. and i have a proposition. shall msg you. :D
meiqi: yeshh! u know smth. i have not much determination when it comes to food. it's like denying yourself or your best fren. ): it hurts. HAHA! i love food laa! which is why im sucha pig.

finally found a new pretty skin! clapclap! :D

i'm sunburnt! badly. subsided quite alot already now. it was so painful! rawr. i walked around town on friday carrying my bag on hand. made me look like a full fledged idiot! and there's something with badminton! why's everyone playing badminton suddenly? it's like the next craze after frisbee.

today was specs day. :D jacinta decided to make specs. which made corde feel like making specs. though she didn't. haha! but there was the urge!

and gp readings are killing me. i think they're evil. makes me totally tired out by the end of it. not to mention i haven't done my econs and geog tutorial. so now, it's officially homework time.

and i guess it's time to give you up. it's getting nowhere and it's starting to hurt when you get closer to her. somehow my determination to remain neutral seems insufficient. this is the end of the road it seems. it's finally time to wake up.

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meiqi: haha. must motivate myself to lose weight la. :D HEEHEE!
charmaine: im fine alr lah. emo night then! thanks though. (:
alicia: im okay la. okay alr now at least! HAHA!
zac: i miss you loads! can you hurry back? ): and bring stuff back for me. HAHA! can i give you a list? PLEASE? ^^