weekends.
Sunday, May 11, 2008 @ 9:52 PM
so today's MOTHER'S DAY! :D got my mom quite a cliched present. chocolates. but we haven't eaten that in a long while lah. our favourite royce amande chocolates! and i bought a whole box of it! thanks to jo who went down with me on friday night. :D
sat was spent with the usual choir hangout group. we tried to watch great ex, do my gp and celebrate birthdays. HAHA. rather hilarious. and of course, the scams. goodness. i got scammed when i was away? -.- lame leh! and of course i wish the scam was true. :D i wish i wish i wish. the scams got rather confusing at the end i heard! and best part was meeting fabian! miss you loads lah. haven't talked to you much yeah. and you all think that all those insults wouldn't catch up with my inferiority. it seems like you all mean it more than just teasing. and that's when i go back into myself. into that me unfamiliar to most now.
today was family day. went out for lunch and a bit of shopping with parents. AND, i received a pretty little pouch from my cousin! THANKS SAMUEL! from taiwan after army training. touched that you remembered me when shopping! haha! thank you!
and i guess this time round mission give up was rather successful. many things reminded me of the pain and tears in a relationship. i feel myself shutting out these emotions, afraid of the pain and headaches it brought me then. somehow, these come at appropriate times and remind me to wake up. and to a certain extent, not to go anywhere there. im scared. too scared and burnt by the fire to go near it anytime soon. (unless something unexpected happens of course.) but even so, it'll take time i guess. not now.
so now it's back to gp. readings and finishing up of short qns. hohoho! double gp tmr. okays. bye then.
